Waking Misery

I'm sinking into waking misery
 Is this where it ends?
 What is reality?
 Self Inflicted despondency
 Coming to terms with what I am feels more like pulling teeth
 I'm hiding from the sunlight
 I'm not afraid of the burn
 Only the secrets it finds
 I called your name in the darkest night
 But no one's listening
 I called your name but couldn't hear a thing
 Mark my words I won't believe
 I saw your face but now I'm losing sight
 Mark my words I won't believe
 I hear them say follow me follow me under
 I still believe I'm praying for praying for release
 Life will find a way
 I've grown accustomed to losing sleep
 With my dreams
 Rotting away before they see the light
 How have I become so distant
 I let the fire die inside of me
 I hear them say follow me follow me under
 I still believe I'm praying for praying for release
 I hear them say follow me follow me under the water line
 I still believe I'm praying for praying for release
 Life will find a way
 I've got guilt that feels like it's a noose around my neck
 My faith was killing me
 Every breath feels like the weight of my regret
 My faith was killing me
 I'm sinking into waking misery
 Is this where it ends?
 What is reality?
 Self Inflicted despondency
 Coming to terms with what I am feels more like pulling fucking teeth