Van Helsing Boombox

Only time will tell if I'll allow
 The scenery around to eat me alive
 I want to sleep for weeks like a dog at her feet
 Even though I know it won't work out in the long run
 So I burn down the walls, breathe like a shadow
 Those arms I once knew hold me like ghosts
 I learn how to speak forgotten language
 I fall in the sea but forget how to swim
 When anything that's anything becomes nothing that's everything
 And nothing is the only thing you ever seem to have
 But only time will tell if I'll allow
 The scenery around to eat me alive
 I want to sleep for weeks like a dog at her feet
 Even though I know it won't work out in the long run
 So I burn down Nepal, breathe like a shadow
 Those arms I once knew hold me like ghosts
 I learn how to speak defeated language
 I fall in the street as I howl at the moon
 When anything that's anything becomes nothing that's everything
 And nothing is the only thing you ever seem to have