Cannibal

I can still taste you and I hate it
 That wasn't a choice in the mind of a child and you knew it
 You took the first slice of me and you ate it raw
 Ripped it in with your teeth and your lips like a cannibal
 You fucking animal
 I can still taste you and it kills me
 That there's still some sick part of it that thrills me
 That my own body keeps betraying me
 There is such power there, it may destroy me
 But it compels me
 Of course I deny it
 Can hardly believe it
 Dismiss or demean it
 'Cause I know I can't speak it
 But when I began to tell
 It became thе hardest thing I ever said out loud
 Thе words got locked in my throat
 Man, I choked
 And this is what it feels like to be free
 Even though it follows back down
 Stares into the dark with me
 Even then I deny it
 Can hardly believe it
 Dismiss or demean it
 But I know I must speak it
 If I could forgive you now
 Release you from all of the blame I know how
 If I could forgive you now
 As if saying the words will help me know how
 To begin again
 
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 Help me know how to begin
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 Help me know how to begin again
 Help me know how to begin again
 Begin again