Only Child

On my shoulder as we laid awake
 And you always loved a smoke by eight
 'Cause baby don't mind
 Gets never colder than when the daylight breaks
 Do you now regret the bed we made?
 Does it cross your mind?
 Well, baby, does it cross your mind?
 I did not intend to slow you down
 Mhm
 Even hoped that we would've spoke by now
 I was acting like an only child
 What takes forever is a lesson learned
 I have nothing to show for the medals I've earned
 And maybe I mind
 'Cause no one's ever seen me traipsing in
 I've been hiding from all the places I've been
 And sore from trying
 And acting like an only child
 But I did not intend to slow you down
 Oh
 Even though I'd hoped we'd have spoke by now
 Maybe we were only lying
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 Heaven's closing, they're still pouring drinks
 And of all those crazy ways you think
 I love you lying
 But I can't reason with the past we face
 I'm sorry for the mess we made
 And if you want, we'll pick through my mistakes
 You'll see me crying
 But maybe we could put it all behind
 I did not intend to force your hand
 Oh
 Even though we swore we'd understand
 Maybe we'll be always trying
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 We'll be always trying