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A yo he hates to go to sleep and he's weeping throughout the night
 He's calling out to God and believing that he just might
 Answer the call he's making his faith and his heart is breaking
 He's facing a rude awakening tapped on his shoulder shaking
 He's shaken slowly awakened he's feeling so terrified
 Like his God ignored maybe tomorrow night
 Will be the night of restoration no longer be facing hell
 But he's touched by the same bad hand he was dealt with
 He turns around he's facing his uncle now
 Thinking about what lies ahead of him and he's wondering how
 He didn't scream or shout but his faith ran out
 How can a God up in heaven just sit back and allow
 This to happen he's acting like nothing happened
 He's passing his mothers room hoping she would awake and finally catch him
 In the action nope it never happened so
 He kept quiet as he raped his mind body and soul
 Oh Lord blessed is the Heavenly Father blessed is He
 Pull up a chair and watch him get raped on his restroom sink
 Oh gee golly wiz and he's robbing his innocence
 It's obvious he's done with God and this prayer he's just not into it
 I'm interested how you sat back and never did a thing
 See even though he cried out you never intervened
 Was he not Righteous in the sight of your son
 Was he a sinner you ignore like John 9:31
 Well job well done another fatherless son
 And if he ever has a problem well don't bother to come
 Because he won't bother to call no he won't bother at all
 Middle fingers to the world you weren't a Father at all
 Well Father we fall with the fallen angels and men
 Because he would rather burn in hell then ever call you a friend
 Spend his life in agony since it was agony then
 And he will slit his uncles throat the first chance he gets
 The first chance he got fantasizing the plot
 The only problem was he still loved his uncle a lot
 A whole lot of many years went by
 And he still questions if God hears him cry
 How can he besides he still hates God hes still in sin
 Still won't forgive his uncle he won't repent
 Wait he hates God he's in sin
 He won't forgive his uncle man he won't repent
 Woah
 Look
 Forgiveness you say you mean just try to forgive and forget in a way
 I wanna forgive but it's me I forgive and for letting him breathe and for getting away
 Forgiveness is the last thing he's giving him
 Being penetrated that's last time he's giving in
 So don't try to talk if you haven't walked in the place he was in
 Just like I would never give directions to a place I never been nah
 But I agree that greater is he so lesser is the
 Trapped in a locked room of bitterness with only one way out and forgiveness is key
 I agree
 But you see one out of three have fallen victim to this perverted act
 One out of three will turn to crack to cope with the fact that they may never bounce back You better believe I've heard of that
 And most of these will sexually defile themselves
 And as beautiful as can be but if a smile will help
 To hide the suicidal thoughts that they compile on shelves
 Or continue and become these pedophiles themselves
 You better believe we got to reverse it here
 This is a battle not all victims will persevere
 But I encourage with these writtens and my verses here
 To call upon the most high while the church is here
 To call upon the most high while the church is here let's go