Sane

Am I still stable in my shoes?
 Or crippled by what I went through?
 The foundation that I built up
 Has began to shake
 I thought that I could handle this
 Forget the past
 Get over it
 Kept everything in my own head
 To reassure the strength I thought I had
 I assessed myself, and I'm not that sane
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 I realized that I'm not that sane
 I've learned that emotion is a sign of doing well
 A healthy heart to replace my gloom
 But I'm still stuck inside this fear of being frail
 Within this emptiness my doubt will bloom
 Hope that I could find my way
 All I ever see is gray
 I could grow from this, but not today
 I'm fading out
 Seeking out a peace of mind
 It seems I'm running out of time
 To cross over the finish line
 I'm last place
 
 It's been two years and I'm still not sane
 
 I realized that I'm not that sane
 I've learned that emotion is a sign of doing well
 A healthy heart to replace my gloom
 But I'm still stuck inside this fear of being frail
 Within this emptiness my doubt will bloom
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 Does this ever end?
 I've felt like this for forever
 Can't say I'm getting better
 I could use a friend
 Through all this stormy weather
 It's pouring down
 I've learned that emotion is a sign of doing well
 A healthy heart to replace my gloom
 But I'm still stuck inside this fear of being frail
 Within this emptiness my doubt will bloom