Reject

The plot thickens, I'm lost drinkin' this hard liquor
 I'm trynna put together pieces of this cropped picture
 I wrote this record with my finger in a fogged mirror
 And as soon as I was honest then it got clearer
 They say I talk about anxiety too much
 But sobriety's too tough and I can't hide it when I'm drunk
 They say I talk about the pressure way too often
 I was walkin' on the beach and found my message in a bottle
 My head was full of sorrow and my centerpiece was hollow
 I look happy on the surface but what's underneath the potholes?
 It's not that easy just to change if I wanted to
 When I maybe responsible for the pain that you all been through
 I've been basically walkin' across the plank with no socks or shoes
 But I hope you know I love you by the way that I talk to you
 'Cause, the good days can turn into bad days
 And the bad days make it hard to have faith
 I'm a fuck up
 And I hate that I am this way
 I'm a lowlife
 I use a mask to disguise my pain
 I'm a douchebag
 I blame you 'cause I won't blame myself
 I'm a reject
 But I'm honest and I need your help
 I'm a fuck up
 And I hate that I am this way
 I'm a lowlife
 I use a mask to disguise my pain
 I'm a douchebag
 I blame you 'cause I won't blame myself
 I'm a reject
 But I'm honest and I need your help
 I swear I need your help
 I know the truth, it's still as hard to face the music
 Before I drink and light a smoke and
 Then the combination ruthless
 You only see my scars but there's a lot of scrapes and bruises
 I got what it takes to do this, I can't tolerate just losin'
 I'm jumping over all the cracks in the sidewalk
 I'm being honest, I'm not like these other rappers you follow
 Got one hand on the rifle, the other hand on the Bible
 I live my best life today 'cause it won't happen tomorrow
 Been on the cusp of insanity
 How the fuck is this happenin'?
 All a sudden I'm successful, gettin' money and travelin'
 With my mother and my father and my beautiful wifey
 I got my team and my day-ones, so fuck you, you don't like it
 Bitch, I'm busy being me, I'm never followin' these trends
 I guess me being a reject is just part of who I am
 Damn right, I'm a fuck up
 Fuck yeah, I'm a lowlife
 I'd rather be the person I am than live your life
 I'm a fuck up
 And I love that I am this way
 I'm a lowlife
 But it's fine, all be okay
 I'm a douchebag
 But I'm learnin' how to love myself
 I'm a reject
 It's okay, I hate everyone else
 I'm a fuck up
 And I love that I am this way
 I'm a lowlife
 But it's fine, all be okay
 I'm a douchebag
 But I'm learnin' how to love myself
 I'm a reject
 It's okay, I hate everyone else
 I hate everyone else