Twisted

I been sick to my stomach
 So I'm drinking to numb it
 But I don't think this'll cut it
 Why do I feel so disgusting?
 'Cause I don't know why I still feel like this, I feel like shit
 I close my eyes and jump right off the bridge just when it hit
 I know that I should stop and call it quits, I'm fucking sick
 And twisted
 They say I'm fucked in the head
 Mossberg pump and a trunk full of lead
 Crazy white boy rolling blunts in the shed
 With a knife by the pillow when I'm tucked into bed
 They looking at me crazy, is it something I said?
 You don't wanna know me when I run outta meds
 Where I'm from, we only run from the feds
 'Cause ever since a yungin' it's been us versus them
 So I been tryna pick up all the pieces (pieces)
 But all I do is drink 'til I can't see shit (see shit)
 So I'll keep pouring liquor with my demons (demons)
 And if you keep talking shit you'll need your teeth fixed
 I been sick to my stomach
 So I'm drinking to numb it
 But I don't think this'll cut it
 Why do I feel so disgusting?
 And I don't know why I still feel like this, I feel like shit
 I close my eyes and jump right off the bridge just when it hit
 I know that I should probably call it quits, I'm fucking sick
 (Yeah, Jelly Roll and Mer) and twisted
 Lord forgive me 'cause you know me, so you know that I'm a sinner
 My nose is still runny 'cause I been on a bender
 And it's been snowy like the winner, white lines like the highway
 Vibrating, eyes wide, higher than the skyscraper
 You know me, I'm just numbing my pain
 Any day I fuck around and jump in front of the train
 I'm twisted and sick, shit, I need rehabilitation
 I don't know if I can make it, I really feel complacent
 These uppers and downers just have a downside
 Lord knows I fuck around and have a downslide
 I can't even describe the pain, I'm tryin' to cover up
 I might fuck around and cut the cord before I bungee jump
 I been sick to my stomach
 So I'm drinking to numb it
 But I don't think this'll cut it
 Why do I feel so disgusting?
 And I don't know why I still feel like this, I feel like shit
 I close my eyes and jump right off the bridge just when it hit
 I know that I should probably call it quits, I'm fucking sick
 And twisted