C.C.S.

I walked up to the hill where the sun was circles
 I was stressed out
 Passed the post office down High Street where we used to meet
 Seven Mile changed substantially since I had moved away
 The new owners they cut down all the trees
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 I don't realize how cynical that I can be
 I'm making changes to myself
 I don't always see the way I hurt you
 I hurt myself too, It's unimaginable
 Never thought that I'd become this reflection that I see
 And now I'm too late
 But at least you've moved on
 It feels great to escape
 I'm sure you know
 I can't sing without a memory that keeps me awake
 I'm doing better temporarily, temporarily
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 The smell of gasoline
 The backyard fire on your trampoline
 The moody messages that I would leave on an answering machine
 I never yell much
 I'm not any better
 I just don't really care
 I've tried to make it up for years, I swear
 The neighbors stared when I was locked outside of your apartment
 I thought they called the cops but they were smoking weed
 I thought I'd never make it out of here alive or not insane
 It turns out that this is all I need
 Cause when I got out I was scared and lonely
 I've been pushing through
 I've been staying up late in this quiet house
 It's like a hospital with better TV
 I never figured that the silence could be so ordinary
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 So come and take me home
 It's better if I'm not around
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 And now I'm too late
 But at least you've moved on
 It feels great to escape, I'm sure you know
 I can't sing without a memory that keeps me awake
 I'm doing better temporarily, temporarily, temporarily