A List of Things I Can't Handle

Billy turned into an atheist
 And all my friends work for businesses
 but I still write these songs inside my head
 just like me they're insincere
 I'm afraid I'll fade away next year
 So I take the long way home I don't wanna be in bed
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 And everyone turned into someone else
 I spent twenty years trying to be myself
 until I finally realized I don't know who that was
 These secrets kept from all these late night talks
 I spent the best nights standing in a parking lot
 With a couple people I wish I still knew, I miss you
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 So maybe it's my fault that I ended up here
 Sometimes it's not so bad to just disappear
 Sometimes it's not so bad here, I'm just waiting around so I can hear the bad news
 And sometimes my insides feel like they're rotting away, and in time we'll heal
 I know it gets better, but some nights are neverending
 So I found myself back in Hamilton, I forgot the mail so I could drive again
 in a last ditch effort to try and feel alive
 These rainy days can make wasted years, I just laid in bed and tried to face my fears
 And in the morning realized this is what life was, and I'm scared
 And sometimes my insides feel like they're rotting away, and in time we'll heal
 I know it gets better, but some nights are neverending
 So maybe it's my fault that I ended up here
 Sometimes it's not so bad to just disappear
 Sometimes it's not so bad here, I'm just waiting around so I can hear the bad news
 There's a lot of things
 A lot of things
 A lot of things I don't get
 And I think that's ok
 A lot of things
 A lot of things
 A lot of things I don't get
 And I think that's ok