Everything's Eventual

If this is where your life begins, that's okay
 Not everyone starts on a blank page
 Know I've wasted years feeling bad about feeling bad
 About the time that's gone away
 But it's gone and it's over
 It's never returning
 And you and me, we're not dead yet
 So pull it together
 'Cause we've got a long way to go
 Before the sun's gonna show
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 These days when I was anxious and I couldn't say a single thing to anyone
 Because they all seemed much more worthwhile than me
 I don't wish them on anyone
 But now they are leaving
 Though some are still seething inside me, I know they'll soon rest
 'Cause if we wait here in the dark any longer
 Our mistakes will take all we have left
 And I can't handle that