To You, From Me

Hello, hello
 So, I wanted to try and do something special
 For someone very special to me
 And so, this is my attempt at doing that
 Uh, yeah, here we go
 Even when we're miles apart, I have your voice but feel no touch
 You are so close to my heart, but we're far from flesh and blood
 See, in a world so full of dissonance, our harmony's a flood
 Inside my heart, I don't need cards or flying doves to feel our magic
 See, your smile makes me smile, no, that's cringe
 Your laugh makes me laugh, that's even worse
 If my journey on this path could ever lead to losing you
 I know which path is not my path
 You're a blessing from the skies, you're the thief that stole my mind
 You are the reason why I think of you all the time
 You're the little tiny bug that's found its way inside my ear
 And now I can't think a thought without wishing you were here
 And I know you don't care, I know that no one even asked
 But you're who motivates me when I'm sad
 You're the high school crush that I knew that I always wanted
 But thought that I'd never have
 Always missing my other half, that's you
 And if I had a shiny nickel for every time I missed you
 I'd use them to buy the moon
 Then sell the moon to North Korea
 Then use all their fancy missiles to blow craters in that moon
 Until it spelled out our initials
 Okay wait, that's absurd
 Sorry, I'm bad with words
 Let me start over
 I guess what I'm trying to say
 Ah, I'm messing this up, I've thought about this for days
 I just haven't found the guts to tell you truly I'm in
 Look, I'm not used to spending my time
 Floating up on cloud nine with you up in my mind
 I used to spend my summers there, it turned to every weekend
 Now I find myself among the clouds when I should be home sleeping
 That's your fault
 That's right, I blame you
 I blame you for all my birthday wishes that came true
 Ever since we started dating, I am not the same dude
 I've changed for the better, I blame you for that too
 I really think we got this
 I won't talk to you how they talked
 I'd hike a million miles, 'cause a thousand is a cakewalk
 Give it to me straight, doc, I think it's meant to be
 And you would think so too if you knew what you meant to me (awnn)
 You know I could ramble on for hours
 But the words would never match up perfectly to show the power that you hold
 I thought that Midas was a king
 So, how come ever since you've touched my heart
 Everything has to turn to gold?
 You could still warm my heart if I lived up in the Arctic
 And everything I felt was freezing cold
 My dream is growing old with you
 But this letter ain't on paper because mailing stuff is hard
 So you'll just have to imagine hugs and kisses on the card
 But it's no longer yours truly that I'm writing at the end
 It's love, Nate XO, until we meet again
 PS
 You're perfect 'cause you always skip the BS
 I really hope you smile when you see this
 Write me back soon
 I love you