Clatter

It is impossible to imagine a color
 you have not seen. I can't call my mother
 because she makes me panic. When I
 say I am crying what I really mean
 is that I want to cry but can't. Instead
 of dying, the jellyfish simply ceases
 to move. Glass moves like any other
 liquid, but slower. Sex is another way
 of communicating with your body
 like self-harm or sign language. I complete
 five crosswords a day because it stops
 the panic. Trucks are downshifting
 on Main Street. Most of what I do I do
 to stop the panic. I never cry at things
 outside of my head because they all
 seem so far away. Hair is partially
 composed of cyanide. Napalm
 is just gasoline and plastic. I am just
 carbon and bad timing. If I were someone
 else I think I would still be mentally ill.
 It is impossible to imagine a color
 you have not seen.