i hate everything

I'on cry every time something hurts
 I'on always wanna lie under six feet of dirt
 But I do when I see you
 God, I fucking hate you
 And I don't give a fuck if you don't love me at all
 'Cause I hate so much that I hate being loved
 Depressed with the world and chumps like ya
 I think I lived enough when you walk in a room
 I just don't care for your life or mine if I lose
 But I'm still loved
 I don't know why
 I want to be hated
 But the more I try
 I gain more than I lose
 Accept the ugly truth
 Life ain't fair
 Dat ain't nothin' new
 I'm a lil fuckin' prick, you a big fuckin' bitch
 Big ole mouth, big target to hit
 Quit your shit, I'ma slice yo wrists
 Jesus with your blood on my palms
 Forgiveness is sin, the world that I run
 No one gives a fuck if you down and you're done
 Die in the dirt with your bitch on my mouth
 With my middle finger up
 I'on cry every time something hurts
 I'on always wanna lie under six feet of dirt
 But I do when I see you
 God, I fucking hate you
 And I don't give a fuck if you don't love me at all
 'Cause I hate so much that I hate being loved
 Depressed with the world and chumps like ya
 I think I lived enough when you walk in a room
 I just don't care for your life or mine if I lose
 I'on cry every time something hurts
 I'on always wanna lie under six feet of dirt
 But I do when I see you
 God, I fucking hate you
 And I don't give a fuck if you don't love me at all
 'Cause I hate so much that I hate being loved
 Depressed with the world and chumps like ya
 I think I lived enough when you walk in a room
 I just don't care for your life or mine if I lose