white lies

There's this game that I play
 Where I like to say
 I'm safe in her arms
 But I know that's a lie
 There's this place that I hide
 Somewhere no one can find
 Oops, I misplaced my life
 Kinda lose myself sometimes
 There's this trash in my room
 It kinda dampened my mood
 I had a few friends, a crew
 I sorta threw 'em out too
 There's these white little lies
 That help me not to cry
 Like, "I'm fine"
 Or, "Maybe it'll be better next time"
 I can't get out my head
 I'm stuck in my bed
 For the fourth day
 Watchin' my hopes fade
 I am tearing to shreds
 Don't know how I'll end
 But it's okay
 If I waste my pain decays
 I can't get out my head
 I'm stuck in my bed
 For the fourth day
 Watchin' my hopes fade
 I am tearing to shreds
 Don't know how I'll end
 But it's okay
 If I waste my pain decays
 I don't know why I isolate myself
 The only time I'll hang is with my belt
 Everyone was there to watch me drown
 But I lost anyone who could get me out
 There's this trash in my room
 It kinda dampened my mood
 I had a few friends, a crew
 I sorta threw 'em out too
 There's these white little lies
 That help me not to cry
 Like, "I'm fine"
 Or "Maybe it'll be better next time"
 I can't get out my head
 I'm stuck in my bed
 For the fourth day
 Watchin' my hopes fade
 I am tearing to shreds
 Don't know how I'll end
 But it's okay
 If I waste my pain decays
 I can't get out my head
 I'm stuck in my bed
 For the fourth day
 Watchin' my hopes fade
 I am tearing to shreds
 Don't know how I'll end
 But it's okay
 If I waste my pain decays