The Light, the Fire

Your eyes tend to remind me so frequently
 The cold and distant light of these heavenly bodies
 I know too well that I'm the only one to blame, I'm sorry
 I knew where we'd be led but I just kept walking
 Now, I see the light, the fire devouring the coal
 Now I'm used to singing with the monster I've become
 To dream of the gold in the river
 Oh, the nights have become longer to stand
 And the dawn is harder to wake each day
 These nights have stolen the best of me
 And what is left should never be yours
 I'm fading with the gleam of a far-off firmament
 My soul weeps an ocean I can't seem to drain
 I'm drowning in these waters
 Sink as deep as I can sink
 I know too well that I'm the only to blame
 I'm sorry
 I knew where I'd be led
 I've spent my whole life
 Dreaming of a brighter light
 But I doubt you can ever realize
 That all these songs to call-off the jinx
 Might be everything this world has left me
 Now, I see the light, the fire, devouring the call
 Now I'm used to singing with the monster I've become
 To dream of the gold in the river
 Oh, the nights have become longer to stand
 The dawn is harder to wake each day
 I can't seem to live with these dreams of you
 Fuck