Under Different Welkins

I'm so scared of living my life in vain
 I'm always always craving for better vibes
 My hands are rough, my soul is heavy...
 But they've always held me down
 When my whole life was going south
 The three last years might have changed my life forever
 Now I just wanna break free from these towering walls
 To get this grey out of my mind
 (Just once for all)
 'Cause when I'm here alone with the silence, I can't feel whole
 No, I can't feel whole
 You know
 The road has always been the same
 But the world is changing
 I am lost
 Lost amongst the days I'm living
 I'm dreaming of a brighter way
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 I've placed my heart on an altar
 Have set my soul ablaze
 In hope to save me from myself
 Oh you know we may walk under different welkins
 But when I'm drowning in your eyes
 I can feel that I am not alone anymore
 With the stranger
 That I see into the mirror
 Not alone with my fucking pain, again
 So don't let me...
 Don't let me think my life is vain
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 I'm so far from seeing the life through their heart shaped glasses
 I'm always always craving for better vibes
 'Cause the world is mad, the world is crazy
 And it keeps bringing me down
 Each day my life keeps going south
 The three last years might have changed my life forever
 Now I just wanna break free from these towering walls
 To get this grey out of my mind
 (Just once for all)
 'Cause when I'm here alone with the silence, I can't feel whole
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 Show me the fire, ignite me
 I'm feeling so cold
 I wanna know why I'm aching
 Look in my eyes, tell me what you see
 I'm feeling so numb
 I need a sign to keep on fighting
 I need a sign to keep on fighting
 Don't let me live my life in vain
 I need a sign to keep on fighting
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 Don't let me live my life in vain
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 Don't let me think my life is vain