Hard It All Can Be

(Don't know why I still try)
 (And she wonders why I)
 Yeah, don't talk 'bout it (I don't trust nobody)
 Don't talk 'bout it, uh, uh (not even her)
 Don't talk 'bout it
 Don't talk 'bout it (don't know why I still try)
 Don't talk 'bout it, yeah, yeah (and she wonders why I)
 Don't talk (I don't trust nobody)
 (Not even her)
 Papi
 Why do I feel so alone?
 Like everyone seems to be out to get me
 Feeling like everyone's the same
 But then I guess that makes me crazy
 Screaming R.I.P. Nicole
 And R.I.P. them all
 And R.I.P. my angel
 Wish that she was coming home
 Talking about how there would be plenty of grapes on the grapevine
 I feel devastated and agitated at the same time
 No ceilings, I aim high
 No feelings, they ain't mine
 No minutes, there ain't time
 Danger, no sign
 Tell me, how am I supposed to live if you ain't living, bae?
 How am I supposed to change if not forgiven, bae?
 Know you watching me from above, I hate for you to see
 The heartaches, someone put me out my misery
 When younger, told me love was in the air
 Lately, I just never care
 All the walls are caving in
 And I hate myself again
 And I thought my plan would work
 Got my feet up in the dirt
 But I'm questioning my worth
 And I need you now
 Better hold on, baby you're strong, you're a soldier, yeah
 They say that things change, all around you getting older, yeah
 And until like we work, stay by my side, ring your hotline
 I know how hard it all can be