Why Am I Waiting

I'm in a lot of pain, but I act like it don't hurt
 Feel like I don't want anything if it's not her
 Swear, I put so much energy and it don't work
 Fell in love with your vibe and all your culture
 And when I think about you, do you think about me?
 And I'm talking 'bout the same way
 I always lose but never lose faith
 Even if I'm in the same place
 Like yes, I'm in love, I acknowledge it
 Look at the things we accomplished, just tell me you want it back
 All of the time in my heart and my mind
 You're just cold and I'm mourning bad
 Heard 'bout your exes, I see, they be trippin'
 Know it's cliché but believe me I'm different
 Mixin' emotions with all, I've been sippin'
 My heart always speaking but you never listen my-