Lost Effort

Show me you could really be there
 And when you tell me that you love me do you really mean it?
 People acting like their angels but they really demons
 Even though they seem amazing they just end up leaving faking I can see
 See a secret I just feel alone feel like no one could understand
 Been in no direction I'm tryna figure a plan
 Don't know where to start to finish or where to land
 I'm sorry I find it hard to give people another chance
 And my momma taught me better
 No time for love I'm just focused on getting cheddar
 My mind is sickened I'm focused on getting better
 When people give me advice it just doesn't matter
 I'm sick of all of the cheddar I'm sick of all of the pain sick of having to change
 Sick of putting in effort for people who never stay
 Sick of all of the fakes sick of all of the shade
 And I'm sick of giving it all when people just wanna take
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 Yea' if I knew a word that resemble the way I feel
 The way you look when you walkin' around in heels
 Hella paranoid but I really be getting chills
 'Cause niggas who they say they got me be the ones who tryna kill
 These niggas be talking still
 I don't trust nobody but baby you know the deal
 Even if it's fear I know people gone try to steal
 Funny the fakest ones be claiming they keep it real until their lives are revealed