Numb

I'm flying too high
 I'll never come down
 I live in the sky
 My head's in the clouds
 To cope with my lies
 I drink to get drunk
 I swallow my pride
 To throw it all up
 I smoke and get high to balance my lows
 Open up doors I know I should close
 I dance with the devil, the hell that I see
 Was created by me
 But it seems these demons couldn't wait to catch up
 Scratchin' my back, man, I have to get up
 I struggle and fight now the whiskey is gone
 My demons applaud, they're cheering me on
 We are the generation full of lost kids
 Paying whatever the cost is
 We numb the pain away, don't let me feel again
 We are the generation full of lost souls
 Paying whatever it cost so
 We numb the pain away, just let me feel again
 Look, love, don't get me fucked up
 Just 'cause this is drunk love
 Don't mean I trust you, and I'd love to but
 So far in my life
 Experience tells me you're far from my wife
 No, it's not something you did
 It's more from my past and shit that I saw as a kid
 Witnessing women, they'd come and they'd go
 Hoping for mom when I'd answer the door
 'cause weekends with dad consisted of bad sounds
 And shit that I don't understand
 So now as a man, I'm mad at the world
 Drowning in liquor and running through girls
 I'm playing these games, how far will I go?
 Numbing myself 'cause it's all that I know
 We are the generation full of lost kids
 Paying whatever the cost is
 We numb the pain away, don't let me feel again
 We are the generation full of lost souls
 Paying whatever it cost so
 We numb the pain away, just let me feel again
 We are the generation full of lost kids
 Paying whatever the cost is
 We numb the pain away, don't let me feel again
 We are the generation full of lost souls
 Paying whatever it cost so
 We numb the pain away, just let me feel again
 We are the generation full of lost kids
 Paying whatever the cost is
 We numb the pain away, don't let me feel again