Driver

Watch me, I'm kicking the wall
 I'll break through it before I go
 And leave a hole my shape in everything you know
 Death comes last to the party
 Meanwhile I'm biding my time
 So you can't take your own life
 That's cutting in line
 Fear not the big drag
 It's not that you're going to be lost
 It's just less likely that you'll be found
 Find someone to worship now
 The rest is silence, other, outside
 Below, beneath, and how -
 And petition against your imagination
 You don't know shit about me
 Focus on yourself
 And the choices you make
 Between your pleasure and growing up
 Lovely, it's amazing
 How nothing ever changes
 I know that hurt can go on forever
 It strips the taste from the constellations
 I know nothing lasts forever
 I know that hurt can go on and on
 Cause I eat stress and I shit blood
 And buddy, I'll tell you, it never gets better
 When the ache gets too extreme, remember
 That this retreat from memory is your right
 And nothing's going to work
 Retreat from what you've come to know as right
 He steps to the dress and my skin
 Hell ripped the fucking river open
 To some other world they dragged me
 I have a history of surrender
 Part of a certain set of choices
 Found among the many paths
 Forged by lies I told myself
 Lies like 'I will be protected'
 Lies like 'death might forget me'
 Like 'home is where I'm never invited'
 Like 'my voice provides a light'
 Like 'I can have everything I want before I die'