A Note for My Departure

And I tried my best, I tried my best to stay
 But all the things they said still runs inside my head
 Just know I tried my best to stay
 But the demons get stronger everyday
 Lately I've been feeling like my body's slowly fading
 There's still nothing I can do
 There's still nothing I can say
 And strangely I will start to feel like I am suffocating
 Cause when I stand out in the sun, I can still feel myself shivering
 And if you'd ask, I'd say it's getting cold
 So cold that I can see my breath fade and nothing more
 Nothing more to cause a front on why I can't let go
 Let go and I will surely fall where no one goes
 All the ghosts that follow me into my sleep and dreams
 And I'll scream "get away, get away from me!"
 But how could you hear what you can't see?
 All I know is that the demons are consuming me until I'm nothing
 If there's no reason to stop, let's keep this party going
 We'll go and show the kids who think that life is boring
 And they keep calling my name
 And I'm hearing everything