For When You're Falling Backwards

And why does this love have to hurt so bad
 I never got a real answer from anyone out here anyway
 But i tried and tried again to find it by myself
 And all i found since then was silence and constant unhappiness
 Why do i think like this
 When will i ever find happiness
 How could you live like this
 When all the walls you built are always caving in
 Why can't you love me like i love you
 All of the heartbreak, still no virtues
 Cause all I've done is fuck things up
 And I'm sorry I can't let you leave me
 Life is a door and outside's freezing
 So i don't know if i can take the cold without you there
 And why do you have to run away
 I never thought that i would be here begging you to stay
 So i lied and lied again saying I'd change for you
 And nothing ever changed about me
 Cause all you made me feel was unwanted
 Why do i think like this
 When will I ever find happiness
 How could you live like this
 When all the walls you built are never caving in
 Why can't you love me like i love you
 All of the heartbreak, still no virtues
 Cause all I've done is fuck things up
 And I'm sorry I can't let you leave me
 Life is a door and outside's freezing
 So i don't know if i can take the cold without you there
 How could i ever see clear when my sight's gone red
 Some nights I swear that god is evil and the devil is my only friend
 When does the heartbreak end
 When will I ever be whole again
 And if i sacrifice my own for the people i love
 Will they love me back cause when you don't it really fucks me up
 God tell me what comes next
 If i never sleep again, will i still wake up with a hole in my chest