When We're Older

I guess I'll start off with "I'm sorry"
 But I know you'll never hear me
 Cause lately I've been really thinking
 Maybe I was naive
 Cause when I stumbled over pictures
 And all our broken humor
 I remembered we were younger
 And forever made us eager
 I'm always eager in the winter
 So I could never rid of these scars that decorate my back
 'Cause yeah things got bad but it wasn't always like that
 There was beauty in all mistakes, wrong turns, and hearts turning black
 Cause when I hear your name I find comfort in all my heart attacks
 So don't look at me like I'm a stranger
 There was a time when we were closer
 And if every ending has its reason
 Maybe we can try out another season when we're older
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 Should I leave off with maybe call me
 Or is that too much to be asking
 I just feel so fucking stupid that we took it all for granted
 Abandoned all the love we felt outside
 Of all the useless fights and broken lies
 I guess I lost my only appetite
 'Cause now my stomach shakes the night
 As I lay upon my freezing bedroom floor
 Wondering why the hell I ever swore
 So can you hear it in my voice cracks
 Stutter over words that never seem to fit right
 Always coming out bad
 Will we meet again when the mornings feel less colder
 And will she be my friend after all the nasty things I told her
 Darling cause now we're older
 And life is getting shorter
 But with you it felt much slower
 So baby be my acupuncture
 Come on and rid me of your cancer