soft atrocity

Yes!
 (Was that okay?)
 Her name is all she has left
 She keeps it close so no one
 Can feel her colors
 In their mouth
 She is a sacrifice
 She is a broken dagger
 Its fissures shining
 With her precious blood
 She is the colors and pieces
 Of everything she couldn't have
 That she pulled from her heart
 With shaking hands
 Her eyes are so bright they can kill
 Her heart is dead but beating still
 She is an iridescent gorgeous death
 Kill me if it will make you love me
 You can break me down
 But I will fucking haunt you forever
 She says
 I have never felt more alive
 You wanna kill me? You can try
 I know you can't get me out of your head
 Make me!
 Make me!
 Make me!
 Her skin decays, her body glows
 She is a weapon in repose
 She burns so bright
 But walks so close to death
 She has a name nobody knows
 She holds the pieces of her soul
 And carves a better life from what is left
 She lives in constant fear
 She wants to disappear
 She tries to die but it is not enough
 Her twisted sense of pride
 Is all that keeps her alive
 She hates herself
 But loves her soul so much
 Kill me if it will make you love me
 You can break me down
 But I will fucking haunt you forever
 She says
 I have never felt more alive
 You wanna kill me? You can try
 You have no power, I'm already dead
 You have no power over me!
 The air around her crumbles weakly
 Like frozen dreams
 The ice in her synapses tightens
 Every night in her sleep
 She sees the fear of herself
 And everyone else
 Laid out clean before her
 And she screams:
 Hate me!
 Love me!
 Kill me!
 Let me live
 Break me!
 Save me!
 Damn me!
 Keep me safe
 Distance!
 Safety!
 Make me!
 Your princess
 Hold me
 Want me
 I'm your soft atrocity!