Alone

Feels like my life's in disarray
 I get down on my knees and try to pray
 I feel so lost
 So many questions, so little time
 Feels like I'm going out of my mind
 I'm confused
 I don't want you to see me cry
 Don't want you to look into my eyes
 I'm scared
 Unprepared
 I wanna do it alone
 Handle it all by myself
 I try to pretend I don't need anyone
 that I'm just fine
 I don't wanna show vulnerability
 to tell you how much you mean to me
 I can't care
 You're so unaware
 I bite my nails in frustration
 Pace back and forth, wait for the phone to ring
 But I can't give in
 Only one chance though it's come so close
 It's seems so far away and hopeless
 I'm just scared, feels so unprepared
 I wanna run and hide
 Deny that I have these feelings inside
 I'm just scared
 Feel so unprepared
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