Ambiguity

Drove out to our favourite place in the country
 Reclined the car seats into their lying position
 Turn the lights down low, Turn up the radio
 I gave myself to you
 Wish I was a virgin, not a slut at age 15
 I continued on my path of self discovery
 More like the path of self destruction
 Went for your best friend
 Went to a secret hideaway
 Only three words are needed to describe how this story ends
 Then I loved you, now I hate you
 I loved you, it's all the same
 Then I loved you, now I hate you
 I loved you, and now I can't even say your name
 I never knew the consequences of my actions that night
 I felt so empty inside, as though I'd submitted my spirit
 Just one night to you, a universe to me
 I couldn't see what the truth was
 Nothing more than a bet, I was just your pet
 No one understood, I kept it deep inside
 All the pain that I felt
 My world was crashing down
 You both laughed at my tears, how could I have been so naive?
 I never wanna feel that same misery
 Then I loved you, now I hate you
 I loved you, it's all the same
 Then I loved you, now I hate you
 I loved you, and now I can't even say your name
 Now they all wonder why I'm so cold hearted
 I loved someone once, and never want to love again
 I shield myself from it, love seems like such a trap
 I was caged, I couldn't fly, I ran away, I wanted to die
 I loved me, you just hated me
 I loved you, it's all the same
 And I loved you, still don't wanna hate you
 I loved you, and now I can't even say your name
 Then I loved you, you just hated me
 I loved you, and it still hurts to hate you
 I can't even say your name
 Copyright HER Records, SOCAN, SAC 2004.