i hate moving on

It's about time I was moving on
 See what's next for me
 It's about time I was moving on
 While they hope for you
 Can you hold my hand when I can't breathe
 Everybody wanna talk when I can't speak
 Wanna be everything that I can't be
 Every feeling coming at me like a stampede
 Gotta slow down
 I'ma move on
 Getting faded
 I am too gone
 They are too quick
 To say I'm useless
 I can't disprove it
 I'm too confusing
 They mess up, but it's not my fault
 But I'll take that blame
 And I'll make that call
 If I feel that pain
 Gotta brace myself
 Whenever I'm the problem, I gotta face myself
 God damn
 Everything getting too difficult
 Stuck in my mind and I'm miserable
 I know moving on is so pivotal like
 It's about time I was moving on
 See what's next for me
 It's about time I was moving on
 While they hope for you
 Take it back
 Can't relax
 I was sad for like 80 tracks
 No one's impressed
 I can't take the stress
 If I break the pen
 I won't write again
 Yeah, I'm done
 It's over with
 I got sober quick
 And then rolled a spliff
 I jumped off a cliff
 With no parachute
 In the next life
 I'll be very cool
 Everybody gon' fuck with me
 Get a big house, yeah, that's luxury
 Got a good girl to keep company
 Nothing holding me down underneath
 In reality
 I'm too sad to speak
 Every bad thing'll come back to me
 In reality
 There's no actuallys
 Like what the fuck has been happening
 It's about time I was moving on
 See what's next for me
 It's about time I was moving on
 While they hope for you