i'm a ghost but it hurts

Yeah, listen close to my words, yeah
 I'm a ghost, but it hurts, yeah
 I got thrown to the curb, uh
 All alone it's a curse, yeah
 Put my soul in a verse, whoa
 They don't know how it works, yeah
 I've been searching for a new life
 See the stepping stones in the dirt? Yeah
 I want everyone to love me
 I want everyone to trust me
 Not gonna happen, I think about this every day
 And dream about it every night, what am I lacking?
 Conversations in the mirror
 No, I ain't never been a rear view
 Driving alone, got no music playing when I'm steering
 Hope you like it when you hear it, yeah
 I'm doing this for myself
 I'm doing this to survive
 I just wanna feel alive
 Got some regrets in my head but
 I'm pushing them all to the side
 I, wanna go hard, going so far
 Feeling so low, on my solo
 Body so cold, going so numb
 Like a sore thumb, stick out too much
 Definition of a bad decision
 Never told me that I had to listen
 I was always on a path to glisten
 Broke boy with a castle vision
 Yeah, now they're tearing me down
 Can't find a crown
 Can't make a sound
 I couldn't show em' what I am about
 Listen close to my words, yeah
 I'm a ghost, but it hurts, yeah
 I got thrown to the curb, uh
 All alone it's a curse, yeah
 Put my soul in a verse, whoa
 They don't know how it works, yeah
 I've been searching for a new life
 See the stepping stones in the dirt? Yeah
 I want everyone to love me
 I want everyone to trust me
 Not gonna happen, I think about this every day
 And dream about it every night, what am I lacking?
 Conversations in the mirror
 No, I ain't never been a rear view
 Driving alone, got no music playing when I'm steering
 Hope you like it when you hear it
 Listen close to my words, yeah
 I'm a ghost, but it hurts, yeah
 I got thrown to the curb, uh
 All alone it's a curse, yeah
 Put my soul in a verse, whoa
 They don't know how it works, yeah
 I've been searching for a new life
 See the stepping stones in the dirt?