disarm me

Tiny vessels, tight like strings
 Trynna keep my heart from feeling properly
 I hate this part of me
 Gaining light but losing sleep
 Where to hide when I'm my own worst enemy?
 It's hard enough to breathe
 'Cause if it's up to me I swear
 I'll start a fire to watch it burn, I'll pull the trigger
 Just so I can feel it hurt
 It's all me, I'll kill the lights to lose you in the dark
 And pull the rug out just so I have stuff to sing about
 So can you disarm me?
 So I don't destroy us, please
 Baby disarm me
 So I don't fuck this up
 So I don't self-destruct
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 There's a voice stuck in my head
 Telling me that if I let myself in love
 My art will all go numb
 And then it's up to me I swear
 I start a fire to watch it burn, I pull the trigger
 Just so I can feel it hurt
 It's on me, I'd kill the lights to lose you in the dark
 And pull the rug out just so I have stuff to sing about
 So can you disarm me?
 So I don't destroy us, please
 Baby disarm me
 So I don't fuck this up, so I don't self-destruct
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 I'm trying to live
 And learning to let go
 I swear, I swear it, love
 I don't want to miss
 Or worse never know
 What this is, I swear it
 I'm trying to live and learning to let go
 I swear it, I swear it, love
 Lo-o-o-o-ove, hm
 So can you disarm me?
 Baby disarm me