Dying to Watch

I'll find my mind
 I hope I've become who I'll be when I die
 Spinning along with the ceiling
 I'll lie one last time
 It's so much easier to live once you believe
 That you weren't always the hero in this lifestream
 I'll find my mind, my sanity unwinds
 All in time, I'll find my mind
 My mouth is dry
 My skin, it burns
 My eyes are closed, I don't wanna learn
 Wide awake in an ever-changing dream
 Getting lost on a path that I can't even see
 What once was tethered begins to fray
 As the voice in my head slowly shows its face
 My reunion
 I bet you're dying to watch
 My reunion
 I bet you're dying to watch
 Fragments of my life I have all but forgot
 I'll find my mind
 Will I become who I'll meet when I die?
 Spinning along
 Spinning along with the ceiling
 I'll lie one last time
 I'll find my mind, my sanity unwinds
 All in time, I'll find my mind
 All in time, I'll find my mind
 All in time, my sanity unwinds
 The crater where we gather, the mother is here
 The impact sets fire to the atmosphere
 Oh, as I collect pieces of my past
 Holding together like broken glass
 My hope is gone, it was never enough for what's descending from above
 Dark matter
 Become one with the calamity from the sky
 Shall I?
 Shall I give you despair?
 I got lost on the way to the end
 Or was it the beginning?
 I just don't understand
 If I walk the path where the illusion leads, is it reality or just another dream?
 I can tell by now that I'd already be dead if not for this persona that I made up
 In my head, in my heart, in my lungs when I breathe
 I'm fighting to survive in someone else's memory