Recursive

I ain't looking for trouble, tryna find some pleasure in my mind
 It's an endeavor, I'm severin' every learnin' line
 While I'm burnin' time with a certain lie
 It's away for today that the curtain slides
 But I'm cursed, recursive verses die
 But I'm working urgently to
 Rise above, woah, to rise above
 To rise above, woah, to rise above
 I underestimated time I've wasted, yesterday it
 Slipped through my fingers and I feel as though it decimated
 Pessimistic estimations, sunny rays have penetrated
 Through the days, debilitative, illustrations in the state of
 Purest satisfaction, it's absurd that this could happen
 But I sure as hell ain't passin' on passion and laughter lasting
 Through the night
 So I get back up on the mic and spit what I write
 Better sit tight when I get like this, finna get righteous
 I just tell 'em what they wanna hear until they've gone and disappeared
 So I can get my vision clear of condescending pioneers
 Of unessential criticisms spouted out in silly rhythms
 Shattered with no filling in 'em, shrouded in the cynicism
 It's all I can do to keep myself from losing cool, but who is who
 I'm just sitting here, at least they tryna get it through
 While I'm burnin' time with a certain lie
 It's away for today that the curtain slides
 But I'm cursed, recursive verses die
 But I'm working urgently to
 Rise above, woah, to rise above
 To rise above, woah, to rise above
 Check it, yo
 I see the world for what it is and what it wants to be
 The root of every evil absolved by the right company
 With like mind suffering, I might try wondering
 Why you don't get together and break the tether
 That takes enough of these
 Precious and evanescent impressions of bitter lessons
 That test us into confessions and press us to form connections
 With the people all around us to appreciate when they found us
 But it's easier for the cowards to push 'em away in their most needed hours
 So we run around in circles with different circumferences
 Encompassin' a couple friends and a cup of tea for pretend
 Just a spoonful of sugar makes the medicine go down
 Continue orbiting your problems till gravity brings you down
 At least you found a moment of parody with a feeling closer to clarity
 As appealing unnecessarily, I judge it isn't fair of me
 While I'm burnin' time with a certain lie
 It's away for today that the curtain slides
 But I'm cursed, recursive verses die
 But I'm working urgently to
 Rise above, woah, to rise above
 To rise above, woah, to rise above
 I ain't looking for trouble, tryna find some pleasure in my mind
 It's an endeavor, I'm severin' every learnin' line
 While I'm burnin' time with a certain lie
 It's away for today that the curtain slides
 But I'm cursed, recursive verses die
 But I'm working urgently to
 Rise above, woah, to rise above
 To rise above, woah, to rise above
 So it seems that I sing what I might become
 But I don't fear it at all when the mighty run
 'Cause I know he don't dissolve when my time has come
 And I won't mind it at all 'cause my life is one
 And I know, and I know, and I know, and I know
 And I know, and I know, and I know, and I know
 And I know, and I know, and I know that this is all I get
 This is all I get