I Heard That You Died

You drink to take the pain away
 And I write these words to feel the same
 Believe me I haven't moved past
 And you'll always have a piece
 And I'll continue to live
 But always incomplete
 You left me with a sigh of relief
 And ever since I've hated to be me
 I think of you most of the time
 And what our lives could have been like
 You're the reason why I can't fall asleep at night
 And you're the reason I'm watching every sunrise
 You're the reason I grew up too fast
 And you're the reason I can't get past this
 I heard that you died
 The joyful spirit I once knew
 Is no longer inside of you
 And they keep telling me I'll be fine
 But I don't feel alright
 I heard that you died
 They keep telling me I'll be fine
 But I don't feel alright
 I don't feel alright
 I know I always smelled like smoke
 But you were the one who made me choke
 On all my words
 On all my words
 No matter what your friends say
 Love isn't supposed to feel this way
 It isn't supposed to hurt
 And no matter what your friends say
 Love isn't supposed to feel this way
 It isn't supposed to hurt
 It isn't supposed to hurt
 It isn't supposed to hurt