BERSERKER

Sweat pours out of me
 While liquor runs through me
 If I don't kill myself
 I can't help but hope I made you proud
 And I'm pouring out this bottle 'til I'm feeling myself, yeah
 Bruises on my chest from the last night out, yeah
 Cuts on my thighs from my own damn self
 And the hardest part of it all is admitting that you need help
 They see me on live, they feel me on live
 But I was so drunk, but I was so high
 This 55 inch emulate the coastline
 While I record pain, yeah, I expose mine
 Though it's not easy, it's not that easy, but it works
 You could tell I'm fighting shit and honestly, it hurts
 I throw my heart outside my window and go bersеrk
 Just know the doom I make you feel, I felt it first
 Oh, Amanda, I was brokеn before I knew you and you helped me
 The hardest part is tryna prove to loved ones that you healthy
 With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
 Your voice sounds nice but I don't listen to what you tell me
 Hear my words and find peace in our anger
 It's funny how after all of this time I'm now a stranger
 The second I lost you, I felt life grew so much bleaker
 Now the way you're so appalled by my smile, I feel like a creature to you
 If I do not awaken, lay me down gently
 Please, do not protect me from the ghouls that dissect me
 And I know that I hide my emotions
 But it's in the benefit of enjoying the moment, yeah
 I don't get along with no one this easy
 So tell me your motive before I fall in love
 Though it's not easy, it's not that easy, but it works
 You could tell I'm fighting shit and honestly, it hurts
 I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
 Just know the doom I make you feel, I felt it first
 Oh, Amanda, I was broken before I knew you and you helped me
 The hardest part is tryna prove to loved ones that you healthy
 With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
 Your voice sounds nice but I don't listen to what you tell me