Sanfran Nites

I don't wanna be 20-something
 And still in my head about
 17 in my bedroom talking
 You said that by now we'd
 I don't wanna come off too strongly (Paint the walls of our shared apartment)
 I been in my head about (You're still everything I want and)
 How we could've still wrote the story (I think we could work it out)
 But now this shit's dead and I (So what are you doing now?)
 Life changed when I'd written all these notebook scraps
 Even if I wanted I could not go back
 On the road doing nights in this Chevrolet van
 It's the 10th time I been thinking 'bout the talks we had
 If I blow up baby don't get erased from the blast
 Whеn you blow up fake friends come back from thе past
 I don't make up with the people that had held me back
 I was laid up in the ER way, way down bad
 Yeah okay, maybe it was just the hand I was dealt
 When you with me I feel a way I think I'd never felt
 The Kush I breathe got the eyes upon my face on melt
 If you need me you could find me on the astroid belt
 Ice in my veins turn my body to a freezer
 If you laid back, not going out then me neither
 She flirt a lot at first then ghost me, she a teaser
 Pay to play shit, if you rich you could lease her
 I don't wanna come off too strongly (No, no)
 I been in my head about (Yuh)
 How we could've still wrote this story
 But now this shit's dead and I (Okay)
 Dug my grave and I'm laying in it right now
 This cookie horse tranq, how it put me in a timeout
 3 grams in the woods like I'm tryna' say timber
 I was tryna' smoke away what I still remembered
 But life changed when I'd written all these notebook scraps (I don't wanna be 20-something)
 Even if I wanted I could not go back (And still in my head about)
 On the road doing nights in this Chevrolet van (17 in my bedroom talking)
 It's the 10th time I been thinking 'bout the talks we had (You said that by now we'd)
 If I blow up baby don't get erased from the blast (Paint the walls of our shared apartment)
 When you blow up fake friends come back from the past (You're still everything I want and)
 I don't make up with the people that had held me back (I think we could work it out)
 I was laid up in the ER way, way down bad (So what are you do-)
 I don't wanna be 20-something
 And still in my head about
 17 in my bedroom talking
 You said that by now we'd
 Paint the walls of our shared apartment
 You're still everything I want and
 I think we could work it out
 So what are you doing?