Signs

I want you to kick me, punch me
 What I'm supposed do to make you love me?
 I can't blame you
 I wouldn't love me neither, yeah
 And I'm way too fussy
 I could barely walk out the house with the shit I put on this morning
 5AM, she's still snoring
 White eyes, I hope you wake up from this cold night
 You're looking green, I hope you're alright
 Don't die
 She cannot love a long time
 Maybe it's in your star sign
 You decide
 Cross eyed, I wanna help you but I don't know how
 I wanna hold you, you said "not right now"
 I say "I love you" and you shut me down
 I can't tell you why I still reach out
 Yeah, do you believe that I mean it though?
 Said you're bat shit crazy, I don't mean it though, oh
 To this meeting, I propose a toast
 To neglecting those that we might need the most
 And I'm sorry for drowning out what I need to hear
 I can't picture what I looked like yesterday
 Let alone what I look like last year, I feel horrible
 I suppose it all settles down
 Vital signs back to normal ground
 Cigarettes in this wet crowd
 Late night at the lost and found
 I can bike back in streetlights
 I could stay as long as you like
 Curled up in the back room
 I won't fold, we can tell them lies
 Go to sleep, baby I swear I'll be beside you
 You can trust everything stay between us two
 I believe we can make it through this monsoon
 If you find yourself ensnared, just know I got you
 White eyes, I hope you wake up from this cold night
 You're looking green, I hope you're alright
 Don't die
 She cannot love a long time
 Maybe it's in your star sign
 You decide