Demons

I can count on one hand
 The amount of times this year I've felt okay
 Im trapped and afraid
 I can't go anywhere or do anything
 On days I'm met with this feeling of impending doom
 Serotonin won't produce, it me want to introduce my neck right to this fucking noose then kick the chair and watch my spirit leave the room
 That's how low I get
 Then it's rollercoaster when the panic hits
 And It takes its toll on me
 But I keep telling myself
 Keep telling myself to
 Pick up, pick up
 The pieces that you're missing now
 It's fine, it's fine
 These demons, they are only in your mind
 The silver lining's underlying
 If you keep searching you'll find the light
 Pick up, pick up
 The pieces that you're missing now
 It's fine, it's fine
 These demons, they are only in your mind
 It's only in your mind
 And when I least expect
 It just comes right back
 Oh fuck
 Here it comes, here it comes, here it comes, here it comes
 My heart's racing at a pace that I can't hang with, help me
 I'm afraid that I won't make it, I need to breathe
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 I need to breathe
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 Pick up, pick up
 The pieces that you're missing now
 It's fine, it's fine
 These demons, they are only in your mind
 The silver lining's underlying
 If you keep searching you'll find the light
 Pick up, pick up
 The pieces that you're missing now
 It's fine, it's fine
 These demons, they are only in your mind
 It's only in your mind
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 I drag this sadness with me for the last time
 I'm reclaiming what once was mine
 I'll take it back
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 Pick up, pick up
 The pieces that you're missing now
 It's fine, it's fine
 These demons, they are only in your mind
 It's only in your mind
 It's only in your mind
 It's only in your mind
 It's only in your mind
 Pick up, pick up
 The pieces that you're missing now
 It's fine, it's fine
 These demons, they are only in your mind
 It's only in your mind