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I don't even know where to start
 I'm a 25 year old kid with a broken heart
 And once again I'm depending on my
 Art to take my heart and patch it up
 And it's no way to live my life I know
 Eyes down, hunched over in my own
 Picking up each piece as another falls
 Like a child chasing handfuls of tennis balls
 Probably some videos somewhere that I saw if I recall
 When I was searching the world wide web
 An adventure finding who I am inside
 Depressed, I need some help I guess
 I went to a far away land to see a magical wizard
 And I said "Please, oh magical wizard impart your wisdom unto me"
 And you know what he said?
 Did you try turning it off and on again?
 Just a reminder that that's the world we live in
 And I think that I need to adjust my settings
 I can't deny all the fine print on my eyes
 I'm blind, you done burned my iris out
 And I won't deny I'm a fool, that's right
 So why don't we all just go outside?
 I almost killed myself in high school
 Excommunicated from my friends for being uncool
 Got cheated on, just like my mom
 And my adolescent life crumbled
 Those things carry less weight now, believe me
 But whenever I meet someone new I start to unweave
 Setting the dinner table for myself and all my demons
 Sometimes when I rhyme I forget about the reason
 The truth is, I waited too long to write this
 I know that, I know this, I hate that I'm like this
 This isn't the same hocus-pocus language I'm writing
 Most people don't know that I'm hurting, but fighting
 And I won't lie, there are times I wanted to give up
 Sometimes I feel like this music is all I'm made of
 I'm still not sure if I love myself enough
 But I need to love others too
 I can't deny all the fine print on my eyes
 I'm blind, you done burned my iris out
 And I won't deny I'm a fool, that's right
 So why don't we all just go outside?
 Outside, outside seems pretty unwise
 Why'd I ever go where the sun's bright
 Wide eyed, I used to be wide eyed and bushy-tailed
 A goody two-shoes with no clue, I could've failed
 But now I melt like a crayon under a ray gun
 I'm an elf at Santa's workshop trying to make fun
 But I make fun of myself by existing on this planet
 Comparisons that people enjoy, I'm the barefoot bandit
 There's been a better day
 There's been a better year for crying anime tears
 I float my boat on oceans of my deepest fears
 I've been accused by lovers of appearing insincere
 I've been the used and been the user but it isn't clear
 Which side of the divide I'm on here, (here, here, here)
 Cheer me up, see my pupil in the light
 It's like being born again at night
 I can't deny all the fine print on my eyes
 I'm blind, you done burned my iris out
 And I won't deny I'm a fool
 I can't deny all the fine print on my eyes
 I'm blind, you done burned my iris out
 And I won't deny I'm a fool, that's right
 So why don't we all just go outside?
 I can't deny all the fine print on my eyes
 I'm blind, you done burned my iris out
 And I won't deny I'm a fool, that's right
 So why don't we all just go outside?