Vicious Sentiment

Days are trivial and the distance is so vast
 and I just count the hours right before we meet
 for many years I roamed this dessertness alone
 a celebration of the many things to come
 I will find my half alone
 I will find the way back home
 In this vicious sentiment love spirals down a hole
 I feel trapped inside this world but I will find the way back home
 freedom is greeting my return as I fall into your arms
 just a picture keeps me warm raging pulses in my heart
 I feel nothing more than emptiness inside
 the tick of time is drowning deep into the sand
 well all I am asking for is mercy for my soul
 I question God to tell me why this feels so real
 As I turned I saw the answers on the wall
 same words I never bothered to make of my own
 they seemed so blured at times but now they look so clear
 a blindfold mask so tied I couldn't even breath