In Knots

I severed the noose you tied around my heart
 But the strings still hold your name in knots
 And I still think about you sometimes
 I wonder why'd you go away and what the hell did I do wrong
 Where am I supposed to go from here
 And how do I move on
 When do I start feeling better
 Cause I just wanna feel better
 And not feel like everything I ever did was wrong
 It's been a year now since you left me out in the cold
 In that shitty truck headed home
 With no heat and windows that don't quite close
 Let's add up everything I ever did
 It wasn't much but at least it was sincere
 And compare it with everything you ever did
 All you did was leave me here
 And you'll see and everyone will see
 Just where you stand and what you did wrong to me
 And I'll see I'll finally see
 That I let this happen
 I miss sitting on your bed and feeling awkward
 Cause I don't know how to act when I'm alone with you
 But I'll miss every second of it
 Cause I know that I'll never have that with you again
 And I know that somewhere somehow
 I must have fucked things up
 But I just wish you'd tell me where and how
 So I can make a note to never do it again