Grateful

Yeah, I wish I could put my feelings aside
 I do not why I cling to my pride
 Blessings adding up, I should feel amazing
 Funny how you learn to fall from grace as soon as you touch the sky
 I can have it all as long as I try
 Little did I notice, everything I wanted all was inside
 Envious assumptions all too hard to function, dopamine consumption
 Ninety compliments and ego dripping, lunch is all to feed my gumption
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 Back and forth on my logic on a Tuesday night
 Everything's going my way and I'm still losing my mind
 I done 'bout prayed to God at least 8 hundred and 4022 times
 Even when the Sun shines from my eyes, I still find a way to go blind
 Even my whole squad, that's myself
 Boy I walk this road alone
 Used to play Kingdom Hearts in my spare time and bump Jeezy tapes to feel grown
 Feeling that who that nigga we that, Shawty Redd was my ringtone
 Way before Apple Music and Spotify was all on my new phone
 I was but a young boy with a no dream, can't nothing ruin my day
 Made a lot of progress in my lifetime, dog, I done came a long way
 I don't ever stop to think about shit, dog, like why the fuck you so mad?
 Always want to talk about what I ain't got instead of everything that I had
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 I know I can't help it, I know I can't help it
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 I know I can't help it, I know I can't help it
 God with me on my lowest moments, blessings on blessings right under noses
 Open up your heart and smell the roses
 Why your mind caught up in the future when it don't exist yet
 Take a look around, all we got is now, life ain't measured by no inches
 So much on my mental balancing these worries heavy weighing like a bench press
 Couldn't tell I need a spot until them bells is dropping on me I don't invest
 In anybody, but myself these days
 I been mobbing with myself these days
 I wanna dress so so bad, ain't no feeling like myself these days
 Mama told me "Shake the Devil off and let it go
 You put dreaming on a pedestal"
 Moments get forsaken, granted you feel taken
 God is giving you a better view
 The only real change is inside of you
 Only real change is inside of you
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