Selfish

Mmmmm, yeah
 How do I not know that I am first?
 I put all much effort into everyone except the one who hurts
 Aim to please I got what you need don't reject me I need validated worth
 Spread me thin love to see you win pray to
 God for the better or the worst
 And I know I know I know I know
 I care about everybody else
 I should make some time baby, I need to make time for myself
 I know I know I know I know
 I worry about everybody else
 I should make some time baby, I need to make time for myself
 Momma on my phone like...
 Boy you need to focus on your health
 Work out proper, eat more veggies, drink more water tomorrows not promised for yourself
 I'm distracted this the last time I'm relapsing
 Earth & happy potions oh how swell. What you up to oh not much shit let's cut loose match in heaven fires set in hell
 And I know I know I know I know
 I care about everybody else
 I should make some time baby, I need to make time for myself
 I know I know I know I know
 I worry about everybody else
 I should make some time baby, I need to make time for myself.
 Time
 All in due time
 I am like in God design
 I put my heart on the line
 I'm not the worrying kind
 But I can not hurry what's mine
 My daddy made dishes & sent me well wishes black chicken rice curry & thyme
 Money don't matter my way
 Mentals been lathered in rage
 Compartmentalizing my judgement on others elitist when asked of my day
 They are not better than I
 But am I much better than self?
 What's better than you as you are?
 What's better than truth in yo heart?
 I pull up where nigga can't see me
 I need some space to move freely
 Just incase niggas go postal
 Fuck out my way I don't know you
 This is not twitter nigga do not be confused by the result of them protools. Let's keep it civil & noble. Gentrification & Whole Foods
 I wanna be more than expected
 I'm talking well & respected
 I'm talking vanity levels that might make devil look back with obsession
 God got lock on my heart, Lucy clench on my flesh. You give him the will to seek out on free thrills add a conscience & what you expect
 I worry about everybody else
 I need to make time for myself