Do That Again - Demo Version

I'm sitting here, it's so uncomfortable
 'Cause I can tell, they don't even know
 I've been dying inside
 I'm dying inside
 This anxiety is taking over me
 Sometimes I feel like I can't even breathe
 I think I'm dying inside
 I'm dying inside
 Oh, 'cause I've been staring at the ceiling
 For five years straight
 Yeah, it seems
 I don't think anything's helping me
 And so I
 Fake a smile, pretend I'm fine
 'Cause for a while I haven't been in my mind
 The doctor said to change my meds
 But I don't wanna do that again
 I tell my mom it's all alright
 When I don't get an ounce of sleep at night
 Should see my therapist instead
 But I don't wanna do that again
 No, I don't wanna do that again
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 The little voices in my head
 Keep telling me that I will never be
 Anything more than what I am, and it's
 So exhausting to feel like no one understands
 Oh, 'cause I've been staring at the ceiling
 For five years straight
 Yeah, it seems
 I don't think anything's helping me
 And so I
 Fake a smile, pretend I'm fine
 'Cause for a while I haven't been in my mind
 The doctor said to change my meds
 But I don't wanna do that again
 I tell my mom it's all alright
 When I don't get an ounce of sleep at night
 Should see my therapist instead
 But I don't wanna do that again
 And I don't wanna live like this anymore
 But I don't even know what I'm living for
 God help me get out of my head
 'Cause I don't wanna do that again
 Oh no
 No, I don't wanna do that again
 I fake a smile, pretend I'm fine
 'Cause for a while I haven't been in my mind
 The doctor said to change my meds
 But I don't wanna do that again
 Oh, I don't wanna do that again