Shapeshifting

How was I supposed to know
 I'd feel nothin' in my bones
 Been puttin' on a show for everybody but me
 I've been comin' home alone
 Dyin' fast and livin' low
 At least that's how it feels when I can't sleep
 I don't think that I can do this anymore
 Lyin' awake another night here on the bathroom floor
 This isn't what I wanted, or is it everythin'
 I just wanna make sense of it all
 Can't swim when I'm sinkin'
 How was I supposed to know
 I'd feel nothin' in my bones?
 Been puttin' on a show for everybody but me
 I've been comin' home alone
 Dyin' fast and livin' low
 At least that's how it feels when I can't sleep
 Shapeshiftin'
 Shakin' hands with everythin' that's hauntin' me
 How can I stand when I don't trust my own two feet
 Yeah, this isn't what I wanted or is it everythin'
 I just need to make sense of it all
 How was I supposed to know
 I'd feel nothin' in my bones?
 Been puttin' on a show for everybody but me
 I've been comin' home alone
 Dyin' fast and livin' low
 At least that's how it feels when I can't sleep
 If I fade away
 Will they miss me?
 They call my name
 But it's too late
 Am I supposed to know
 I'd feel nothin' in my bones?
 Been puttin' on a show
 Shapeshiftin'
 Shapeshiftin'
 Shapeshiftin'
 I feel nothin' in my bones
 Shapeshiftin'
 Can't swim when I'm sinkin'
 How was I supposed to know
 I'd feel nothin' in my bones?
 Been puttin' on a show for everybody but me
 I've been comin' home alone
 Dyin' fast and livin' low
 At least that's how it feels when I can't sleep
 If I fade away
 Will they miss me?
 They call my name
 But it's too late
 How was I supposed to know
 I'd feel nothin' in my bones
 Been puttin' on a show
 Shapeshiftin'
 Shapeshiftin'