Dark Double Bed

It's a little surprising
 That you would've ever let your sentiment show
 Sent off in writing
 My predestination that will never get told
 I kind of like you
 All the same I wish you'd learn to quiet your head
 It's all true
 But I don't wanna wake up to the things I've said
 I don't wanna wake up to a dark double bed
 All the perfect graceless things you did
 Aren't enough to settle up with Cupid
 Nothing else will be the same again
 And again
 This is everything I can't control
 Battles I'm not fighing
 Make believe that I haven't sold
 I kind of like you
 Even though there's nothing that I couldn't pretend
 It's all true
 But I don't wanna wake up to the places I've been
 I don't wanna wake up
 So I will hold myself before I go and
 Get a note that rings and leaves me knowing
 Nothing else will be the same again
 I can't take
 These snapshots of
 My downfall though someone's eyes
 How long 'til
 A swift blow
 Might make me realize
 All the perfect graceless things that you did
 Aren't enough to settle up with Cupid
 So I will hold myself before I go in
 To hear the note that rings and leaves me knowing
 But I don't want to wake up
 I don't want to wake up