Friend Zone

Excuse me, excuse me if my search for respect within this friendship causes you to feel exhausted
 But to continue I require peace of mind
 To know we stand on common ground
 But that's not worth your time!
 I guess to you I have always been this object
 A prize to strive for you got it then you lost it
 My ability to choose was not expected
 Demands to be viewed as whole will never hold your interest
 Forgive me, forgive me if you did not get everything from me that you expecting
 But I do not see you in that way and that will not change
 Congratulations on treating me like a human
 I don't owe you a thing!
 I'm closed for business, I'm not taking applications
 Gatekeeping is a bore, this is my resignation
 Relentlessly you are shooting in the dark
 I'm always dodging bullets, you will never see the toll it's taken
 Your motives are ulterior
 My life is not inferior
 To you I am not obligated
 Pleasing you, it brings no value to my existence