Big Smoke

That first winter in the forest
 We blew big smoke at the snow
 Explored the tracks along the reservoir
 And made friends we weren't obliged to know
 Slept naked by the fire and made angels with our bodies
 Used your spirit as a blanket that was big enough to cover me
 Wanna live in a beautiful world
 And I don't know how I'll do it without you
 And it was a warm night in September
 The air was filled with distant laughter
 We had walked down to the water to dare each other to dive in
 The waves were ruining my only
 Pair of pants but they're not jeans
 But at least now there's a story
 And a memory of how you looked at me
 Wanna live in a beautiful world
 And I don't know how I'll do it without you
 Wanna live in a beautiful world
 And I don't know how I'll do it without
 I don't know how I'll do it without you
 When there's a deep and violent sadness
 It grows in me as I get old
 A kind of concentrated madness
 Smashing telecasters in my soul
 Smashing telecasters in my soul
 Smashing telecasters in my soul
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 And I understand the irony
 That having someone next to me
 Does not offer security
 And in the end, I always leave