I Am Nothing

If I was an angel
 Never leave the ground
 Look for anyone to blame
 Never anyone around
 I tattoo my hands
 I remember not to die
 I don't need no backup plans
 I'm just trying to feel alive
 It's easy to be unfaithful
 Once you've been unfaithful once
 I'll forever be ungrateful
 Touch my hand for the first time in months like
 It was nothing
 I am nothing
 I am nothing
 And my life cannot slow down
 When we need to pay our bills
 I am addicted to American sleeping pills
 And every step could be my last
 One that snaps me in half
 I'm in love with everything
 Except for the past
 It will eat you alive
 We'll both feel good at the time
 To feed something in me
 That I wish would die
 If we continue to talk
 You will begin to lie
 I am addicted to destruction
 I'm the queen of the night
 I am nothing
 I am nothing
 I am nothing
 I am nothing
 It's the sugar on the pill
 It's the little taste of sweetness
 It's the memory of you still
 A reminder of my weakness
 It's the way I caught your name
 The way you got defensive
 It's the way I feel the same
 Times I am apprehensive
 Must say that I'm okay if you look at me that way
 I'm okay if you look at me, look at me
 I'm okay if you look at me that way
 I'm okay if you look at me, look at me, look at me
 I am nothing
 I am nothing
 I am nothing
 I am nothing