Losing It

Hard to sleep separately in a one-bedroom apartment
 Thought I'd go out and be reacquainted with the darkness
 The things that we have both said lie scattered 'round the bed
 Don't wanna step on their tails, they'll jump straight in my head
 And there's an hour where I'm the only living boy in town
 I pick up the bad things, I consume them on down
 What am I growing into? Am I alright on my own?
 Simple answerless questions for the recently alone
 I'll make mistakes, I'll make mistakes
 And I won't give you the right answers
 Can I suggest that we get dressed and just go home?
 You get your keys, I'll get my coat
 We'll play rap music on the snowy road
 And if I loved you like you love me
 Maybe then I could get healthy
 See the disappointment in your eyes
 When I sneak out and get high
 I'll make mistakes, I'll make mistakes
 And I won't give you the right answers
 And you will give me second chances
 Even when I don't deserve it
 I let you down
 In love for now
 Hard to admit
 I'm losing it, I'm losing it
 I let you down
 In love for now
 Hard to admit
 I'm losing it, I'm losing it